In life we can't expact that things do not gonna happen in our long life before die. We need all perfect things in our life. Yes we do. Always kinda in single moment. 

Niat kerana Allah Taala, I really want be as his wife and daughter in law in his family one day. One day. I Love you care you miss you more than you think. 

Life is journey when we do in Love with a guy who gonna be our iman and we never want to lost this guy till our last breath. Sampai syurga saya sayang. 

Sorry, 

I can stop thinking about that. 

I do want to stop. I try my best to not thinking bout that. 

I do. But it's still in my mind. 

I hate myself to still do this thing. 

I really love you. I do. Why would this happens to us? I need be strong. I know it. You are my love, my soul 

my life starts all from our promises. 

I miss you b. I really need you to stay with me no matter will happens. Promise me b

I really do.

Ya Allah, izinkan aku menggelar sajadah bersamanya. 

Berdiri di belakangnya. 

Menjadi makmumnya & 

Ku berharap dalam tangis doa kepada Mu agar 1 saat dia benar-benar menjadi imanku dunia dan akhirat. 

Amin.